30 4 / 2012
Just thinking..
This time at the airport has got me thinking on the person I currently am, and who I would like to be, like seriously I am a total douche, I accuse people for things based on facts I can’t normally trust / rely on, I do stupid things, I push people off couches which get’s them punchy - you know the drill.
But, those who stick beside me with all the shit I give them just says one thing - they’re the true friends I want to be around, on top of this I have had people attempt to change my bad habits normally with success.
The thing I don’t understand about myself is why do I push these true friends away? Insecurity about myself? Jealousy? Maybe even stress, anxiety or even boredom.
But in short, I am a total douche - sorry about that.
29 4 / 2012
"The point of which you realise you’re never going to win is the perfect time to give up trying."
29 4 / 2012
"People who abuse others trust for self gain are both selfish and fucking stupid."
29 4 / 2012
"Work makes Money, bitches be loving Money. (said without typing by Swiftkey)"
29 4 / 2012
"Me having a Tumblr doesn’t mean I am automatically gay, it just means I can’t be assed self-hosting my own blog of which I have been meaning to get around to doing for quite some time."
29 4 / 2012
Drunk vs Sober Murfy - the reason I don’t drink much.
Drunk Murfy = Sees the worst in things, believes things that ain’t true, makes huge fuss about said things, get’s angry over nothing, loses friends, get’s into fights, hits on girls (before I find out when it’s a tree), sends abusive or disturbing messages to people, says shit that get’s Sober Murfy into trouble, makes massive mess, spends heaps of money, doesn’t trust anything, thinks too much about situations, doesn’t sleep until 5am when he realises he has work in a few hours.
Sober Murfy = Sees the best in things, makes the most out of every situation, makes friends, is a embarrassment to myself / others, trusts others, doesn’t think - just acts on what he thinks is best, sometimes is a good friend, cleans up Drunk Murfy’s mess, hates Drunk Murfy, sticks with water / sugar / caffeine / coffee as preferred drink, get’s upset at Drunk Murfy’s actions.
Conclusion = I don’t normally get drunk, but when I do I make a mess of myself and seclude myself. When I get drunk I hate everything including myself therefore I hardly drink.
Update - makes Tumblr blogs…
29 4 / 2012
"I’m a human, I fuck up, the fact I fuck up more than other humans makes me unique."
